After examination of Professor Benjamin Hartny approached me to see how she was and if he knew anything about Germany but had no recent developments of which I already knew but took the opportunity to ask for Lucas.
- is very strange that no one come to the test - said in a tone of curiosity.
- If not that will not come.
- How? Could it be that no longer go out with him?
- We do not go together, I always said that we were partners.
- Trinidad, we both know that's not true - he rolled eyes.
- I mean, we are partners and we got along pretty well, but nothing more than you and me.
- As you say, but I still think you had something.
When I got home I looked at the words of Benjamin, is it possible that it was so obvious that there was chemistry between Lucas and me? Maybe he was giving much importance to the matter, probably Benjamin thought that because we shared a lot of time together but most of the time were the four, studied together, ate together, we were a great band when we were all. But now Germany was at the clinic and Lucas was gone. Was as it were, should not think about it.
That night, while dining with my family while watching the news, Juliet said something I thought was interesting.
- A colleague told me that in a few days there will be a meteor shower.
- How very beautiful - my mother said.
- And you know when is it? - Wanted to know.
- day I'm not sure but I think, wait ... there they are saying something - she said, pointing at the TV.
"... will be visible to the eleven p.m. twenty-eight minutes and will last for four minutes so those who want to experience this amazing spectacle of nature, must be very attentive to the sky the night of Friday, July 7 ... "
- Good thing is that day! It's just after my exams finish so I can see it without remorse - a meteor shower was a spectacular panorama for the start of the winter holidays.
- I think going to the park to see them next to Carlos, I can go daddy?
- course daughter, but I want to come back early.
- Thanks - Julie said with a beaming smile.
Since I did not test the next day, I thought it would be a good idea if I relaxed a bit so I took a hot bath and then I heard some music before starting to study. On Tuesday there was nothing new so I kept immersed in books, trying to memorize every detail and trying to leave no stone unturned.
Calculus test so I woke up early to avoid delays as late would probably be fatal to my ratings. So concerned was to come when not only time but I was in college about twenty minutes earlier than due.
I settled on a bench near my room and waited quietly to pass the minutes, but something happened that ended dramatically with my stride. Lucas appeared before me.
My heart stopped, only to return quickly to beat a second after seeing it. But Lucas did not even looked at me, walked past me as if nothing, just ignored me. It hurt her indifference, but leaving a hole in my chest was so happy to be seen in my absence, it was as if he had forgotten all the times we shared. Naturally moved and talked with kids who hopefully had ever greeted. With great effort, I forced myself not to think about it.
It was only five minutes to the test when I entered the room and sat near Benjamin, together with the window. We discussed some things about formulas and techniques to quickly get the results until the teacher asked for silence and began to give evidence.
took me to concentrate on the numbers, especially since Lucas was not in a visible place so I could not tell if he looked at me and was totally interested in your review. I tried to focus only on the leaves that were before me and after few minutes I did.
When the professor warned that the time had ended, I gave the test Benjamin said goodbye and quickly left the room forced me not to meet with Luke, but along the way I reached George. While talking with him, I saw how Lucas went our separate ways and headed to his motorcycle. Just seconds later I heard a bang and felt a slight relief, at least not have to see how the boy was happy hazel eyes, without me.
When I got home, I hated to feel what I felt. I was of the view that we moved away, had no right to feel sad that Lucas did not notice me at all, I was left alone shortly after his collapse. Had to be strong and accept the consequences of my decision.
next day I had two exams, one in the morning and after lunch so I decided it was best that I stay in school until the afternoon. The atmosphere was very tense, several colleagues needed a good score to get through the next term, others are content with the minimum grade. I did not need a dramatic note but wanted to get a good average finish so anyway, I was awake late nights to meet to study as much as possible.
Luke I spotted in the review of the morning but just let us out, disappeared. There were no lights in the cafeteria and he only saw him again while in the second test.
Later, when Benjamin was walking along to the bus stop, tried to get me some information about my current relationship with Lucas.
- must have been a great fight to be treated like they are doing.
- not fight - was not technically a fight, I thought - and not treat him any differently.
- Accurate - said my friend - that's the point, do not talk! And that's strange considering that they were always together.
- Okay, we drifted apart a bit but - Benjamin looked at me in amazement - well, we distance ourselves enough. But it is no big deal, many people stop being friends and not so terrible to happen.
- Sure, but you had to stop being friends just to be engaged. Trini, is something that was in sight.
- know Benjamin is not a subject I like, prefer to leave it.
- Maybe for you is as easy as stop talking, but it is not easy.
- "And what do you know?
- it is evident! Not the same since I do not speak.
- I see quite well, even happy.
- Mmmm, I know this will sound more like I was a girl than a boy but ... - looked to both sides in search of someone who was listening to our conversation - and I would ask never comments on what I'm going to say because, really, I do not think I'm going female or something - coughed slightly and tried to use a deeper voice - Lucas is not the same, have you seen the eyes?
- No, what do you mean?
- That his eyes are empty - blushed slightly as he said - I know that men never are fixed on things like that but ... not! I have a baby. Two. And I liked seeing them together. It is logical that I worry about their relationship.
- so do not be ashamed. Y I promise I will not say who will never see eye to Lucas - I added with a cheerful tone.
- Laugh if you want, but this guy is empty and we both know what, or rather, who is missing.
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